so today…

i have been researching & making a list of information related to suddenly stopping lamotrigine & the withdrawal affects.  i met with my counselor today & discussed the situation with her.  she tried to get me in to speak w the director, but he was busy.  got a card though.  i went to the NAMI monthly meeting today & aired my grievance there.  it was (of course) agreed by all in attendance, professional & consumer alike this was a serious issue of immediate concern.  i got the contact info for my state MH rep & called her leaving a message for her to call me ASAP (it was after 5pm when i called & no need to go 911 on it).  the meeting was at the MHC, so i completed a grievance form before leaving.  i actually caused a ruckus with that, because it was time for them to lock up when the NAMI meeting ended, but i refused to leave till i finished my grievance.  she tried to tell me i had to leave & bring it back tomorrow.  i told her i lived a half hour away & would not be bringing it back; i would be done in a minute.  as i was & turned it in.  still working on my letter to oprah, obama, & glenn close.  & anyone else who will listen.